SuperMom Mentality

Oh my God, please help.
I cannot stop thinking.
I cannot stop talking.
I cannot stop typing.
I cannot stop writing.
I cannot turn off my mind.
I cannot turn down the volume.
I cannot sit still.
I cannot express what I feel.
I feel so agitated.
I feel so misunderstood.
I feel SO ignored.
Will someone please, please listen? Maybe I could just calm down if someone listened to me. I’m trying to express myself. Is anyone listening?
I’m writing.
I’m writing on the computer.
I’m writing on charts.
I’m writing on stickers.
I’m writing on Facebook.
I’m writing on Mommy forums.
I’m writing on the walls.
I’m writing in my prayer journal.
I’m writing on my hand.
I’m writing on labels.
I’m writing in baby books.
I’m writing on Post-its.
I’m writing on my front door.
I’m writing on my blog.
I’m writing signs.
I’m writing on to-do lists.
I’m literally writing on my husband.
It’s a compulsion. I’m obsessed.
I’m not a gangsta rapper and I cannot speak Spanish without using –ar verbs.
(Written at 8 weeks)

Double Talk Quote: Me to Amor while reviewing his shift’s feeding information on the phone app: “So Brooksies ate 14 oz last night?” “um, what?” Amor replied. “It says here he ate 3 times: 4oz, 2oz, and 3oz” “And that makes 14 how?” he said.

Relatable Lyrics: Talkin’ 2 Myself by Eminem Ft. Kobe https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMG-ACeJ_2I

Bible Verse: Listen to my cry, for I am in desperate need; rescue me from those who pursue me, for they are too strong for me. Psalms 142:6

Word that has Lost its meaning: quiet